Revision surgery review

I just got home after revision surgery today, so I'm writing this~ I’ll write it very realistically (without exaggerating at all) I had a partial incision method about 6 months ago, and this was a revision because the line was made too thick. I was in a lot of pain even during my first surgery. Especially the anesthesia injection was absolutely brutal. Back then the doctor said, "It’ll just sting a little~" Sting, my ass #$%#$%# It absolutely was not. Even with my eyes closed, when they cut, it felt like blood was flowing. The scraping sound of cutting flesh... The feeling of being stitched up, the smell of burning from the laser cauterization I could feel everything, so even with my eyes closed I knew exactly what they were doing.. Anyway, because the first time left such a bad memory, I thought the revision would be better, so I went ahead with it, but again the doctor said, just like before, "It’ll sting a little~" And again, sting my ass #$%%# It absolutely was not. At first it stings a bit, then when the needle goes in deep all at once... That pain.... I thought, oh no, I can’t do this three times. Because I was screaming, the nurse next to me said, "It hurts because it’s near the nerve cells~" And then I could hear that scraping sound again. Every so often they said, "Please open your eyes~" and when I opened them, the scalpel was moving back and forth in front of me... And there was a fairly young male doctor watching from the side. His tone was really... he was saying I didn’t even need revision, and when I opened my eyes and he became visible, I wanted to say, shoo... go away, go away, but the nurse was pressing my wrist toward my mouth so I couldn’t speak. Partway through, maybe the anesthesia hadn’t fully worked around the inner corner area, and it hurt, so when I went, "Ugh," the doctor said, "Oh dear, this is expensive," and gave me another anesthetic injection. So I immediately noticed and said, "Oh, that hurts," and he said, "It’s the expensive kind~" The first surgery seemed to take about 45 minutes, but this time it felt like it took about 10 minutes less. Anyway, I do have a little bruising now and I’m feeling complicated inside.. I just really hope I don’t have to do it a third time.