Hello, this is a review and question about 1.5 months? after nose revision surgery.

Hello. I went to an ENT clinic to get surgery for a deviated septum, and somehow ended up getting rhinoplasty. After that, I got stressed, joined a community, got some advice, and posted a few things. During my first surgery, the silicone was crooked near the glabella and had shifted downward, so my nasal tip became red and painful. In that state, on the third week, I visited the hospital, and they said we should do revision surgery, so I had revision surgery.. Since then, I think about a month and a half has passed. It’s already a nose that’s been cut open, and I felt like I’d done something bad to my nose, so I’ve tried to sort out my feelings so I don’t get too stressed, and I haven’t been coming into this community, just living without paying attention to it. I’ve been doing okay since surgery. Maybe it still hasn’t settled, but the silicone moves at the glabella, and even if I touch it just a little, it shifts easily. But when I visited the hospital about 2 weeks ago, it felt strongly like it had attached somewhat, so it’s strange... haha Ah. Anyway, as a review at around a month and a half, the glabella silicone maybe still hasn’t attached well, so it looks slightly lifted like a hump nose, and that lifted area has some redness, my skin trouble has become very severe, and my nose gets very oily. The bruising has faded and the major swelling has gone down a lot, but I don’t know if only I can see it, yet the silicone seems really obvious, so I’m upset. People who want surgery or are thinking about revision surgery really need to think carefully. Because of this, I went through about 3 weeks of insomnia and depression... Sigh.. these days I’m just trying to accept it and forget about it. The doctor also told me to let him know if I’m really stressed. He said he would remove it for just about the material cost, so I plan to endure exactly six months and then either remove it then or decide what to do. After cutting my nose open with an open approach, on the third week they just cut inside my nose and inserted the silicone. During the surgery, I felt so sorry to my nose that even though I’m a guy, I almost teared up a little... Anyway, I wrote this in a rambling way without much order.. Anyway, I hope everyone using this rhinoplasty review board has only good things happen. Oh right, does glabella silicone usually take a while to attach? The doctor said it still had a long way to go before attaching, and then said I didn’t need to come to the hospital anymore. It’s still lifted at the glabella and looks like a hump, so is what the doctor said true.... lol