I feel like I'm going crazy..

I injured my nose and had revision surgery.. but I really hate my nose now.. I had liked my nose before.. but I had no choice because the area under my nose looked bruised.. They said they would fix that 100%, so I trusted them and left it to them.. Since I was getting it done anyway, I wanted to make the nose shape prettier too.. But it failed.. They said they would get rid of the bruised look, but it's still the same,, and on top of that, the nasal tip has even turned red.. You can see the nose shape, right? The bridge is too thin, the middle of the nose is blunt, and the nasal tip is extremely pointy.. If you look closely at the nasal tip, it looks weird, like a citron shape.. I'm going to go after them to get a refund for this.. but the director is telling me to wait just one month.. I absolutely cannot live with this nose..; How could they make a nose even worse and more basic than the one I had done 10 years ago.. I don't want to live.. Do you think I can get a refund for this?? I'm so stressed my head hurts so much.. My husband and kids and everyone feel like a bother.. I can't do anything and I'm just sitting here like this.. I can't sleep either.. I'm going crazy.. I got it done in Gangnam because I thought it would be good.. Even if I did it myself, I don't think I would have made it look like this.. It's been 3 weeks now.. They say it's swelling.. but from what I see, even after the swelling goes down, the size won't look right.. What is this.. this shape.. Ah,,, I'm going crazy;; Please look at how blunt the middle is.. How am I supposed to live like this.. The nasal tip is completely pointy;;; On top of that, they made it into a hooked nose... damn;;