What do I do 3 weeks after nose surgery

After 3 failed nose surgeries, I even developed depression and started taking tranquilizers. I worked so hard to hold back the urge to kill myself too. Thinking I had to try living one last time, I had a fourth surgery. My previous nose had a bridge hump surgery gone wrong, so the nose was shaved down a lot only in the middle into a shape like the Korean letter “ㄴ.” When I consulted another hospital, I said I wanted the middle filled in so the bridge and tip would match, and that I didn’t want an implant. But they said that wasn’t possible. They said they couldn’t fill only the middle. So I got Silitex inserted, and because of the swelling my glabella is very swollen too. When I touch it, it feels like hard Silitex It’s already been 3 weeks since the surgery, but my nose is too high and too big. My eyes also look closer together, and my double eyelids have gotten bigger, so it’s obvious I had surgery. Other people look pretty with not much swelling even just 2 weeks after surgery... I feel like they put it in too high up. I want to take it out, but then the middle would sink again. But when I told the manager I wanted it removed, she said then I’d have to sign a statement saying I was okay no matter what happened to my nose..

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