Removal review (day 4)

I’m on day 4 after removal, after getting help and courage from reading many people’s posts in this community. My house is the main family house, and since tomorrow is Lunar New Year’s Day, my aunt came over. As soon as she saw me, she said, “Did you lose weight? Your eyes got prettier. Hmm.. but maybe because you’re wearing glasses, your nose also looks lower...” That’s what she said lol A nose that looks low even to other people, that is my current state right now. Today I had the open-approach stitches removed, and rather, compared with when the gauze was on, my nostrils show less, so I’m less worried. But the columella definitely looks thin and unimpressive, maybe because of the scar,, The nurse said it will get even lower from here.. Am I not even allowed to have a capsule?? People are so fickle; I miss the high, sharp nose I had with silicone, so I guess I still haven’t come to my senses. lol The good thing about removal is that the inner corners of my eyes came back!! My eyes are already long, and I had silicone (according to my mom, incredibly thick) placed between them lol My impression looked harsh and my aegyo-sal was bulging outward, but now it’s rounder and balanced. Still, I do also miss the nasal bridge that disappeared.. Once I finish all the medicine I’m taking now because of my eyes after vision correction surgery, I’m going to try taking Rizaben. If anyone knows when I should start applying scar ointment, I would appreciate it if you could leave a reply. Everyone, have a happy holiday ^^