When is the “plastic surgery glow” period? Why is the first surgery legendary? My face keeps changing...

I think the real plastic surgery glow was when the swelling had not fully gone down, around the 2-month mark, and the 1-month mark was legendary. Back then, even when I looked in the mirror, it did not feel like my face, and when I went outside, I even heard that I looked like Han Ga-in. Now the shape of my nose is pretty, but maybe it is the swelling? Strangely, it all went down completely and it has become so, so, so, so natural. Honestly, anyone can tell the nose shape looks like it was done, but you know how it can still look natural. Now I just hear that I look prettier than before (which definitely means my face changed as the residual swelling went down). Now wherever I go, people just say I look innocent and pretty-ish, and at first, when the swelling had not gone down, my features looked defined, but now they look a bit spread out and it looks too natural, so I am planning to refine my facial contours again in a few months. Ah, why does it feel so different from right after the first surgery? People say there is usually a plastic surgery glow period, but does it end this quickly? Now I understand why plastic surgery is addictive. People around me say I am crazy and ask if I really want to become addicted, saying I look perfectly fine even now and why do I keep touching things, but I am not satisfied, and if I do some facial contouring, my face will definitely look different again from now, right? It is not that I am dissatisfied to the point of dying even now, but I want to change my image again, and I really do not know why I am like this. Every time I look in the mirror, I get so annoyed I feel like I am going to lose my mind. Am I a perfectionist, or is this something everyone worries about? Or am I just overreacting for no reason? Is my greed endless and driving me crazy? Ah, I do not know. Sigh. From the dramatically changed look right after the first surgery, now I can see a tendency for my face to keep trying to return to its original state.