Sisters, brothers help me..

My nose was a bulbous nose, so I was stressed out beyond words since I was young. As the years passed, all my friends around me got nose jobs. So I looked into different places too, and at one clinic in Apgujeong they said my bridge was already high, so I would only need surgery to reduce the tip and nostrils with ear cartilage. So I made a booking and even told my friends nonsense like my nose would be completely different now. But it's been 70 days since surgery and 9 out of 10 people say nothing has changed. Maybe I'm just too gullible, but right after the surgery even the tip lifted and I could see a change.... Even my friends' parents are asking if I really had it done, so I'm under so much stress. So I ended up going back to the hospital and called to make an appointment, but I heard my doctor opened a clinic in China and went there? Anyway I went to the hospital director and said: Look at this, isn't the right nostril wing a little more drooped? There is no change in the nose either. Of course my friends, and even my mom who sees me every day, say nothing has changed. But the hospital just kept telling me to watch it for 6 months.. I mean, honestly, it's already been over 2 months since surgery and I'm not satisfied, and it doesn't even look like I had surgery. How am I supposed to wait 6 months? Sisters and brothers, I'm usually kind of dull and laid-back, but I'm so stressed about my nose that I feel sick every day. The hospital keeps saying to just watch it for 6 months, what should I do? I could cry.. I should have done it at that Gangnam clinic instead.. then it would've been 20,000 more.. PS - Is it normal for pus to smell like nasal discharge? It isn't actually running, but the nose on the surgery side is always moist and wet, and when I smell it, it really smells like pus.. what is that.. Brothers and sisters, please help me..