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Eye Side Effects

Ha... I thought it was getting a little better, but I regret it so much again.…

I seriously want to kill my past self. What was I in such a rush for that I got surgery without doing any online research or in-person consultations? If only I hadn’t at least changed my original appointment date, I wouldn’t be regretting it like this, so why did I change it? I should’ve just waited a few months. Then I really wouldn’t be this anxious and struggling right now... I knew about this community, so why didn’t I think to look for reviews here? That morning, in the car on the way to the clinic, instead of only looking at popular posts, I should’ve looked at premium reviews. If I had, I could’ve canceled the surgery that day I should’ve looked up the surgical method and side effects in advance, thought about what I wanted to improve, and gone to several other clinics for consultations. If I had, I wouldn’t regret it this much. I should’ve met multiple doctors, listened to as many opinions as possible, put them together, thought carefully, and chosen, but I was so stupid and foolish that this happened. I want to kill myself. I regret it so much. This is really so hard. When I wake up after sleeping, I want to go back to before the surgery. What makes me hate myself the most is that I wasn’t even in an environment where it was hard to go around for consultations, but I lazily went to only one clinic and decided without thinking much...

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