Failed revision eye surgery

My original eyes had inner double eyelids, but I used a lot of double-eyelid liquid and tape, so my eyelids had sagged a lot. After the college entrance exam, I had an incisional double-eyelid surgery + ptosis correction + epicanthoplasty. I looked around at a few clinics, then suddenly saw one review photo from that clinic that I liked, so I just decided on that place without thinking much. I should have done proper legwork and consultations back then, but looking back now, regret keeps flooding in.. So at that clinic, the surgery date was set in a rush, I couldn’t even have a proper consultation, and before surgery I just showed them a photo and said I wanted an in-out line. They drew the line with a toothpick and said roughly that it would look like this. They also said my eye lengths were originally different on both sides, so the asymmetry wouldn’t disappear completely, and then they went straight into surgery. At first, the swelling went down so fast that I was worried they would become inner double eyelids, but they didn’t become inner double eyelids. Instead, my eyes became uneven.. My friends say it isn’t noticeable, but in photos it shows so much, and I hated how much it bothered me, so I had revision surgery again at that clinic. This time, they only operated on one eye and said that if they made the line bigger and did it with the buried suture method, the eyes would become similar. But it’s been about 2 weeks now, and the asymmetry seems worse than before, and the strength when opening the operated eye feels much weaker than the other side.. When I close my eyes, the operated side also seems to close faster.. I hope this is because of swelling, but I’m anxious, so I keep practicing opening only the weaker eye really wide I already feel like it’s just failed, so I’m depressed..