Depression after epicanthoplasty

In 2019, I went up from the provinces to Seoul to get plastic surgery, and I went around to consultations like crazy. I was still in high school, so I was looking up reviews and doing research on Gangnam Unnie, and when I saw the review photos from Seoul Gangnam @@@@ Plastic Surgery Clinic, one person had changed so much. At the time, without even checking whether that clinic suited me or not, I went around here and there and also went to Seoul Gangnam @@@@. They said they wouldn’t do the surgery unless I got epicanthoplasty, so I did it, but my original eyes were the kind that looked pretty without epicanthoplasty I only realized that after getting it done. Back then, I didn’t listen to the clinics that told me not to do it, and I trusted the clinics that said I should, so I ended up doing it at Seoul Gangnam @@@@. Because of the epicanthoplasty, my whole impression changed, all my aegyo-sal disappeared, and I had originally wanted to become an entertainer, but I gave up on that dream too. I took medication for depression, and I posted a review on Gangnam Unnie too, and it got tons of comments, but then it suddenly got deleted.... Now I’ve had restoration surgery and revision surgery at other clinics, so it’s somewhat better, but my old eyes won’t come back And it still seems like tons of people go to @@@@.. It may depend on the person, but for me it’s trauma It really became so weird;;.... It’s already been 5 years, but even now, when I look closely at the epicanthoplasty area, I sigh. I used to be a daring person, but my personality changed to being timid, and I can’t really look people in the eyes.. When I was in school, I used to hear a lot that I was pretty, but after getting double-eyelid surgery, I barely wore makeup and suffered from depression for about 2 years. These days I’m adjusting again, but honestly I still hate looking in the mirror, and people around me all say my old eyes were better..