Please take a look at my eyes…. + 40-day review (lots of photos)

Reason for double eyelid surgery) I originally had natural double eyelids that were uneven because of epicanthal folds. But as I got older, I also developed multiple eyelid folds, and because the strength for opening my eyelids was weak (slight ptosis), at some point my eyes started feeling heavy, and even when I opened them, they would not open all the way and felt stuffy.. I thought I had a slight strabismus too, but when I went to clinics, they said a lot of people have about that much and that it was okay? My whole face is also quite asymmetrical (it feels like the right side of my face droops more). While going to consultations, I heard for the first time that I have clam-shaped eyes lololololol shock At first I was only thinking about my nose, but as I went around for consultations, I ended up deciding to do my eyes too, and before I knew it, I got scared of doing my nose and couldn’t do it lol I only got my eyes done.. I also didn’t have much time. It’s now day 40, but am I the only one who thinks the front part of the double eyelid on one eye looks a bit angular?? I thought it looked angular from the day of surgery, and it still looks that way now, so I wonder if it’s swelling..? When I went to get the stitches removed, they told me to wait for the swelling to go down. Especially right after I wake up in the morning, it looks more swollen and angular. At night, when I look in the mirror before bed, the swelling has gone down, so it looks a bit better again. Is this normal?? I’m such a scaredy-cat that I was trembling even while getting my eyes done, and I absolutely do not want revision surgery.. But every time I look, it seems different, so I start wanting more too. What I’m wanting now) 1. Smoothly improve the angular-looking front of the double eyelid on the right side (left side in the photo) 2. A little more epicanthoplasty (I listened to my younger sibling who did it first and said epicanthoplasty really has to be moderate so the red part doesn’t show, so I told the director that too. But now that I look at it, I wonder if I should have done just a little more My sibling says it’s perfect now and not to get greedy though) I think I understand why people get addicted to plastic surgery.. These days I can’t even focus properly on work and I’m just digging through this community.. because I want to get my nose done too.. I check my eyes every day too, and I seriously feel like I’m losing it What I’m wondering now is, is this really swelling? People around me say I look naturally prettier, but is this stress only I can see?? Did my double eyelid surgery turn out well..? This is the only place I can ask about things like this, so please help me, everyone here.. + If the response is good, I’ll post the progression later too