I got double eyelids;

I had my appointment at 12 today and got there by 11:30. The doctor was in the middle of surgery, so while waiting I put on anesthetic cream and was disinfecting my face. The doctor came in and said we should set the line and get started..; They said if you tense up during anesthesia, you'll bruise, so I tried really hard not to tense up;;; But I couldn't control it myself.. it was stinging too..;; I couldn't even say a word like "make it inner-out", "make it inner", or "make it outer" and before I knew it I was in the operating room..;; sigh..; Ptosis correction + full incision + epicanthoplasty + a little fat removal. I'm not really the kind of person who gets scared easily, but even though I tried not to be nervous, I still was. When the surgery started, I didn't feel anything at all; but when they pulled on the eye muscle, the left side was okay, but when they worked on the right side they adjusted it several times, so it hurt so much. And when they opened the inner corner, it didn't hurt at all.; After everything was done, while I was doing a cold compress and tears were just pouring out, they said there were blood tears~ The other people who had the surgery today said it didn't hurt at all, so why did it hurt only for me.. it really hurt. I guess it varies from person to person~ And after it was over, the doctor checked me once more before I left, and said the right muscle needed to be pulled a bit more, so they sent me back into the operating room again, which I hated so much;; I was scared.; When I went back in, they looked again and said let's see after the stitches come out, so I quickly came home~;; My whole face feels like a monster~ My younger sibling says I look like a monster, and my dad just burst out laughing as soon as he saw me. Anyway.. I really hope the swelling goes down soon~ I don't want to do ice compresses