I’ve decided to have it undone...^^

Now that I’ve made this decision, I feel much more at ease... I still have a month, and they say the swelling lasts about 2 weeks after undoing it, so I’ll go back to my original appearance, right?? Even if I do it later, I want to do it confidently...^^ I don’t think now is the time.... When I think about the money and time I’ve spent so far, it feels like a waste.... But I had it done cheaply anyway... and they’ll undo it for free.... And if I hadn’t at least done this... I might have kept feeling attached to it... Actually, my eyes now... I think they turned out pretty well. But... I miss my original appearance so much... and I don’t want to suddenly startle my parents or friends...^^ I had it done on January 15, so today is day 17... Of course, after a month the swelling will go down more and it’ll look prettier.. but I really think my own feelings are the most important. And there was a friend I liked, but I don’t think that friend would like seeing me changed like this.. Since I had it done with the ring method, I think they just need to remove the thread~~. The surgery only took about 10 minutes too~~~!! Removing it will probably take about that long too, right?? Ah~ I’m really being silly too... I feel much lighter now...^^ Tomorrow I’ll set the date first~~ I’m thinking of doing it in about 3 days... I’m not scared of having the procedure.. Since I was bold enough when I did it, you know.... Now I should just work hard on losing weight...

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