Before surgery, everyone said they felt depressed afterward, and wow, this is seriously real After the surgery ended, they showed me a mirror, and I really looked like a monster ㅠㅜ First of all, the surgery really didn't hurt much Actually, the hardest part was at the beginning when they put in something like eye drops to disinfect and then disinfected the area (the alcohol was way too strong) (not painful, just hard) The anesthesia stung about as much as when getting a tooth pulled, and during surgery I had no sensation, so it really didn't hurt much^^ (Those who are going to have surgery, really don't worry!!! It truly isn't painful enough to worry about...!!) But the problem is after surgery. ㅠㅜ My eyes had absolutely no fat, but they're swollen It looks really awful Literally, it feels like sausages have been placed on my eyelids;;; I feel so depressed and like I'm going crazy. And I don't know if the doctor didn't like me, but they scolded me so much, saying I wasn't raising my chin and saying I was moving Later after the surgery, they showed me a mirror and told me to see if the line looked okay, but honestly, it's my first surgery, I'm extremely swollen, and I look like a monster. Who would look at that and say, "It looks pretty~" and feel satisfied??? I really couldn't tell, so I said I didn't know, and then they snapped at me asking why I didn't know. I was so annoyed I had to hold myself back from throwing the mirror-_-;; I feel really unsettled;; Anyway, those who are going to have surgery, prepare yourselves mentally!!! The pain during surgery isn't the issue; there is emotional pain after surgery. I'm writing this with tape on and my eyes half-closed, so there may be typos and it's not organized. Please understand! Now the war against swelling begins!!! Anyone who wants to reduce swelling together over the holiday and share the joys and sorrows(?) of it, please message me!! I desperately need the comfort of someone in the same situation....ㅠㅜ
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