Wish fulfilled, nose surgery=3 33

I finally got the nose surgery I'd wanted so badly :P Even around January, I wrote a whining post saying my parents were against my nose surgery^-^ I had surgery at ㅅㅈ Plastic Surgery in Ilsan. Even after going to consultations here and there, it was the hospital that gave me the strongest feel, and I had local anesthesia. I was really scared of local anesthesia lol but it hurts less than getting a tragus piercing. It was nothing much.當▽當γ The doctor spent 30 minutes just carving the silicone. I was lying on the operating table, couldn't open my eyes because of the lights, and passed the time listening to music. lol Everything else was fine... The problem was the sound and sensation when the silicone was inserted deep under the periosteum.. It was seriously awful. lolololol The doctor also told me it would feel unpleasant,, Anyway, the silicone was fixed safely and the nasal tip was finished with Medpor- up to here it was good.. When suturing, the anesthesia had almost completely worn off, so there was pain similar to when they anesthetized me.. but it was bearable// though I am a bit tough lol Before putting on the cast and tape, the doctor showed me my nose in a mirror, and I was a little annoyed because my eyes looked too close together -_- Did I swell that quickly, damn.. I looked at the side line and couldn't get used to it. For the glabella, they only slightly defined the contour, but is it temporary that it looks like this now? If only the glabella could somehow be resolved ;ㅁ; I came home, ate, used the computer for about an hour, and fell asleep right away. Maybe because I was nervous the day before, I couldn't sleep; once the tension released, I got sleepy. I made a big cushion out of a winter blanket and slept sitting up. When I woke up, I looked in the mirror with my heart pounding, but it looked exactly the same as when I left the hospital. It still does now. If I don't sleep lying down, will it not swell? I had mentally prepared myself, thinking, "Even if I've turned into a monster, don't be shocked.." Because I'm afraid of inflammation and swelling, I haven't even touched greasy foods, and I haven't eaten anything after 6, holding out until now. The hospital said to just be careful with alcohol and cigarettes and not touch my nose, but I was still worried just in case. My nose feels tight, so I can't even open my mouth, and there's pressure when I chew.. I'm worried that if I eat too diligently for no reason, my nose might become crooked. That probably won't happen though ;ㅁ; Right now I don't want anything else, I just really hope my glabella goes back to normal.. My nasal bridge keeps feeling kind of tingly and tight. You know that feeling similar to ticklishness when something like a stick is brought near the front of your nose? That feeling keeps happening, and my nasal tip is throbbing. I want time to pass quickly so all the swelling goes down, I can eat everything I want, and I can lie down comfortably and sleep :) Anyway, I'm really happy that I got the nose surgery I'd wanted so much, but on the other hand, I feel sorry toward my parents. Bittersweet... I also miss my nose from 12 hours ago.. T^T I made the right choice getting nose surgery, right..??