Finally, a moment that made me flinch..ㅡㅡ^ (Day 37)

Ahh, uaaaaaah... Today I really got so startled I thought I'd die.. You know, right? While I'm getting dental nerve treatment.. To only a few people (the ones who seem sharp.. a very close friend and two or three juniors) I've been going around bluffing that I got Botox.. The swelling is slowly going down.. The kids say it too.. "It's going down little by little..^^" Of course, ordinary people just say that.. And the ones who think I got Botox.. "Ohh.. is the effect showing? Is that what's happening?" and they react with half happiness and half envy along with me. But you know.. Today, one very, very sharp junior looked closely at my face and said this.. "As expected..........." Gasp.. I flinched... "Wha... what is it....????" "Unni.. you said you got Botox?" "Yeah... y-yeah....ㅡㅡ;" "That's strange.. did you get it to make your cheekbones protrude?" Gasp.... I was shocked. Really shocked. "Wh-what... what are you talking about....???" "No.. before, they were flat and off to the sides.. Now they protrude forward in a rounded way.. so you look younger.. Unni, it worked. You did that with Botox, right??????" Uuuu... This kid isn't particularly interested in plastic surgery, but she's quick to notice things, so I thought she might catch on.. If it had been someone with even a little feel for this kind of thing, they might have figured it out immediately. She directly said the effect I got from surgery.. Of course, she firmly believes it's because of Botox.. Uuuu..... What is this.. It's nice, but I'm worried too.. ahh..... People said cheekbone surgery doesn't show much.. In my case, because I really didn't have much fat on my face.. as I've said over and over, the center of my cheekbones came forward, so my impression subtly changed dramatically~ (does that even make sense?) That's my case.. Even before, I heard that I looked young.. These days I hear it more often.. If I take photos, it shows very clearly.. (Those who have seen them will know..^^;) They said the lateral cheekbones barely show any difference.. So I guess I should be happy. (Now that I wrote it, it's bragging..... umhehehe sorry..^^;) Ah.. of course, my face width did not shrink. It's just that my impression became softer, so it looks very slightly smaller. It didn't become smaller; it looks smaller.. (It's absolutely not different every time~ hahaha so random.) Um.. 37-day progress report. Chewing.. I can get through it fine. For meat, I don't have to cut it finely; I just chew it a little longer. Yelling and laughing.. I do that extremely well.... (They told me not to do this..) My stamina is back to normal.. Around day 32.. I ate ramen and slept, and my face became a complete steamed bun.. But strangely, after that the swelling visibly decreased, so these days I can feel it day by day.. that it's going down.. My face was originally asymmetrical, so I don't know if the swelling is uneven or if it's still asymmetrical even after shaving, and it is a little different, but overall the jawline keeps getting slimmer...(Only I feel it.. and my mom..) That doesn't mean it became tiny like a celebrity's face, absolutely not.. absolutely~~~~~ So. My impression became rounder, and the angular, broad look changed into a softer look.. yes. Thanks to the swelling, my cheeks are plump too.. I look cute.. (Of course if broad and plump, it probably looks prosperous ) It's a bit disappointing that the asymmetry remained asymmetrical, but well.. overall satisfaction is about 75%..^^ I had the surgery without high expectations to begin with.. Maybe because of that.. I may be less picky and just self-satisfied haha These days when I take photos, I smile to myself.. just.. hahahaha After 3 months.. If people notice.. I don't know what excuse I should make..ㅡㅡ^ Aigoo....... Will dental nerve treatment and Botox really be enough to cover it up.. sigh. A really close friend keeps slowly examining my face now. The way she's tilting her head.. seems like she's about to say something soon sigh....... ahh............................ Umnyang.. Oh right.. sensation in my lower jaw is slowly coming back too..... It's not completely back yet... but still better than before. I'm grateful to the heavens just for recovering well without any problems. Even more grateful that I saw at least some effect. Anyway, that's how I'm living.... Everyone, stay strong too.. Fighting.. everyone~ (As always, I'm rambling today too..)