---- “ Day 4 review after nose surgery~

# Hohoho, today I was having so much fun playing games that my review is a bit late~ I guess people’s hearts are really fickle. On the first day, with nosebleeds dripping, I complained on and on about how I paid money just to get my nasal bridge beaten with a hammer, how unfair it felt and how hard it was to breathe.. But as time passes and I see the bruising and swelling calming down a bit, now I’m happily playing games, forcing my mouth wide open even though it won’t open well and chewing tasty food, looking in the mirror and complimenting myself for getting prettier, doing immature things like that~ ## It seems there are a few people who had surgery around the same time as me. I wonder if everyone is doing their ice compresses well~ For me, just because the swelling went down a little, I’ve already gotten lazy, lying around without moving, turning the pages of comic books with my toes and watching movies on the computer.. As you may have guessed, from today the swelling has started to go down a bit~ The bruises around my eyes, which were reddish, bluish purple yesterday, are gradually changing back to a light yellow-green tone, and the swelling around my eyes, like I’d had double eyelid surgery, has all moved down toward my cheeks, so I look exactly like a kid with mumps~ like a dumpling with the filling poking out~ giggle It also makes me think, ah, this is what I looked like when my cheeks were really chubby, and even though Sam-soon is pretty even after gaining 7 kg, I’m once again in despair over the fact that I’m not human just because I’m a little swollen like this.. that’s how it was. ### Tomorrow is my hospital day, but I’m not sure whether they’ll remove the splint tomorrow, or just disinfect it~ Please remove it already.. I want to end this miserable life now.. The post-op pain and things like that are bearable, but there are so many miserable situations I can’t do anything about.. The bridge of my nose suddenly gets insanely itchy, but there’s nothing I can do, so I just tap the cast for no reason, pinch my thigh to comfort myself.. My boyfriend kept saying it was okay, that I was pretty, that we should meet, that he could kiss me without touching my nose and to trust him, so in anger I took a straight-on photo and sent it to his phone without any Photoshop at all, and after that he stopped saying we should meet.. lol He was probably secretly shocked too, hahaha And the hardest part is.. I had this surgery secretly from my dad, only plotting it with my mom, so when my father comes home from work, a situation practically no less than 007 unfolds. If my mother is in the kitchen and sees my father coming, she shouts “Start” to me, who is holed up in my room on the computer or reading a book~ Then I quickly turn off the light and lie down pretending to sleep --> Day 1 or close my door and play a tape, pretending it’s for blocking noise while studying English listening --> Day 2 or stick perfectly fine gauze on my face, lie in bed, and hold a cucumber slice in one hand --> Day 3 Today I was in the living room, and because my father suddenly came home early -_-; I grabbed the curtain and went, “Oh geez~ where did it roll off to~ this darn ring~” That’s what I did ㅡㅡ; But my kind dad said, “Come out, I’ll find it for you..” So I was like, gasp -0- No, Dad, there’s a lot of dust here ㅡ,.ㅡ and barely got through the crisis.. Luckily, my dad’s study is on the 2nd floor and my room is on the 1st floor, so when I hear him coming down the stairs, I can run from watching TV in the living room straight to my room and avoid the crisis, but.. Anyway, this situation is so hard.. If I can’t get the splint removed tomorrow, I’ll have to stay holed up in my room all weekend avoiding my father.. Mom says she’ll just say I went on an MT, so I should put a chamber pot in my room and stay there ㅡㅡ; To survive two days with a chamber pot in my tiny, tiny room.. Isn’t that too cruel to my nose that has already gone through surgery? If anyone knows a good way, please leave a comment~ hehe #### Today again, this turned into more of a serialized novel than a review.. I hope people who are exhausted and struggling can smile at least once while reading my post~ lol Until the day I take off the splint, and also remove the eye gunk and facial oil~ put on pretty makeup and go meet a guy!! Let’s all hang in there together!! ^-^