I finally decided, ah~~ I’m nervous

I finally made my decision, on ㄷㅇㅇㅇ(ㅗㅑ). The deciding factor was my older male cousin, who is a medical resident... Even though he tried to stop me, saying that not just anyone can do long incisions, I ended up deciding. Even in my dreams I see bones... I think I got a feeling for it. Since there are many directors, I also feel like if any problem happens while I’m having surgery, they’ll be able to handle it well. Today I closed my eyes and made the reservation. It’s next Monday. I had a urine test, blood test, and an electrocardiogram too. They said they’ll call if anything is abnormal. I have to fast on Sunday before going, and they told me not to take my diet pills starting today. Well, that’s good. I can lose weight with this chance too. But honestly, I’m tempted because I feel like if I take the pills without eating, the effect could be doubled. I also checked out the accommodation. They said I can use it for about a week, so I’m planning to stay about 3 days and then go to my older sister’s place. Anyway, I like that there are no extra costs besides the surgery. And everything can be solved at once. Ah~~~ I’m doing the right thing, right?? The surgery really, really has to go well... There must be no issues with general anesthesia either. It’s Monday. Please pray for me. Tomorrow morning I’m going to a jjimjilbang to bathe a bit and rest comfortably. I don’t know if I’ll actually be able to relax... After surgery, you can’t wash properly, right? Hmm... Please pray that it goes well.