My eyes originally had large double eyelids.. But.. whenever my double eyelids swelled, they got bigger then loosened, and multiple folds formed, so after worrying a lot I got surgery.. I had my stitches removed today.. They said they made it smaller than my original double eyelids.. but wow, the swelling is no joke.. It's not hard to open my eyes.. But I don't have the confidence to go around outside.. sigh.. lol The bruising is still patchy too.. According to the doctor, in 2 to 3 weeks, 70% of it will go down, so it should be okay if I wear makeup.. I wonder if that will really happen.. I'm thinking of it as water already spilled anyway, and I'm not getting too depressed.. but I don't really have much confidence.. ㅜ.ㅜ When will it start looking okay.. Oh right.. my line is too thick, isn't it? Later, after the swelling goes down, will it be okay? I'm worried that having surgery for nothing might have made it worse than not doing it.. I'm just rambling.. I'll cast a spell that everyone becomes twice as pretty as now..
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