I had fat grafting yesterday.

After I woke up from sedation, I could feel them pumping away to take fat from my thigh, and more than it hurting, it was so awful and terrifying.... They injected it from my forehead, then everywhere except my cheeks, down to my chin. Since I did my forehead together with nose surgery, yesterday the area between my eyebrows was protruding more, but today it's just similarly rounded.. My chin has become much more pointed. My mom said it seems my chin was more of a problem than my nose, and that my face shape got a lot prettier.. But they say fat gets absorbed again pretty quickly, so I guess I need to watch it a bit longer.? Because they took cartilage from my ear, my ear aches too, and my nose aches too. Every time I eat, I get unnecessarily conscious of my chin too.. Most of all, the pressure from the thigh bandage How long do I have to keep wearing this bandage.. Getting prettier is so hard.. The nose surgery took longer than expected, so after finishing the fat grafting too, it took almost 5 hours, and I thought my back was going to kill me. After everything was done, the doctor said, "You worked hard, you endured it well," and suddenly I thought of Seo Jeong-ju's poem "Beside a Chrysanthemum Flower." Then tears came out. The tears were dripping sideways lol, so embarrassing... Ugh~ anyway, unless someone were to do it for free, it was such a hard memory that I don't want to get on an operating table ever again.

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