I’m asking about surgery to undo double eyelids.. I feel like I’m dying...

I had surgery with the buried-suture method on February 7. Before surgery, I often heard that I would look pretty if only I had double eyelids, so I had the surgery. But once I actually had it done, I can’t get used to my face and I feel like I’m dying. I look too overly intense, and before surgery I had a cute impression.... Even though it was buried-suture, I bruised a lot, and the asymmetry was severe, so on Saturday I actually went to the clinic asking them to undo it. The doctor told me to wait just one month, and said that by then I would become pretty and wouldn’t ask to undo it. So I had one eye’s line corrected and came back. That means I was on the operating table twice in one week. I really want to turn back time to exactly one week ago. I have to go to work too... The thought that I really want to die keeps circling in my head. Yesterday, after going to the clinic, I vomited, suddenly started breathing heavily, and had no strength at all... Today I haven’t eaten a single meal, but I’m not hungry. I’m only drinking water and pumpkin juice... So tomorrow I’m going to the clinic to get the stitches removed from the line correction, and I’m thinking of asking them to undo it completely then. Would that be okay? I have decided to undo it.. Is it okay to undo it just one week after surgery? Or should I wait about 20 days, see the progress, and undo it then? And since it was buried-suture, if I undo it, will my eyes return to how they originally were? I used to hear a lot that my eyes were pretty... I think I must have been temporarily out of my mind.. Oh, and for undoing buried-suture double eyelids, is it best to do it at the clinic where I had it done? Or should I do it at a clinic that specializes in undoing surgery? (When I looked at a revision-surgery cafe, there was a clinic specializing in undoing surgery.) I’m sorry for asking so many things. Even if it’s bothersome, please leave a reply. Please...