I had surgery at a general hospital on Thursday. Maybe because it was a general hospital, the way to the operating room was so long.. After I went into the operating room, there were many people waiting for surgery because of various illnesses. I was having eye surgery to become prettier, so I felt needlessly sorry. I changed into the surgical gown the nurse helped me put on and went into the operating room, and the doctor was waiting with both hands raised high...ㅜ_ㅠ From that moment, I felt like, this is it, I’m done. I got onto a narrow bed and lay down, and the doctor kept drawing around my eyes with something like a pen.. Surgery begins!!! Suddenly something sharp went thud! and pierced my eyelid.. It felt like my eye was really going to pop out.. Ah... so this is anesthesia... just as I thought that, "The anesthesia is going in~ Please bear it even if it hurts~" The nurse’s words came late...(You should have told me earlier!!!) So they started anesthetizing my right eye first, and I could hear the sound of it being sliced open with a scalpel.. But... maybe the anesthesia hadn’t fully worked.. It really...........hurt..ㅜ_ㅜ Because it hurt, I was groaning by myself and flinching.. and the doctor said, "Why are you being so noisy~~!" Seriously..-_-;; I felt so upset...; But..it really felt like time was passing so slowly. Before surgery, I read a lot of posts here.. I heard that some people’s anesthesia wore off in the middle.. so I was thinking, what if my anesthesia wears off halfway too.. and I really kept both eyes tightly closed and clenched my hands. During the surgery I could hear the doctor telling me to open my eyes...; Seriously...the whole time during surgery, I kept promising myself, I’ll never have surgery again!! I’ll never do it again!!!^^" After this and that, the surgery finally ended, and with the nurse supporting me, I went back along the same path~~ everyone in the hallway was staring at me... feeling those looks, I came back to the plastic surgery ward. Because it was a general hospital......there were really so many people, and each time I passed by, many people were looking at me..;; Later the doctor came and said to me... "Apply the ointment 2-3 times a day..and come back in a week. To remove the stitches." There was nothing else.....nothing at all..;; The nurse didn’t say anything either....-_-; From that day until today, I haven’t been following the doctor’s instructions only... I’ve been getting help from everyone in this community, doing cold compresses, getting some air, and diligently eating pumpkin..ㅜ_ㅜ And after surgery, do your eyes keep feeling irritated and painful, and do they tear up? Also...I..don’t think my stitches are sewn like other people’s; They aren’t sewn finely..the stitches are really big..;; Because of the thread, my double eyelid line won’t fold.. I was wondering if it’s only me. Ah...there is a lot of swelling too, but many people have told me time is the best medicine, so I’m not too worried about that.. I just hope that once the stitches are removed later, my double eyelids will come out prettily. Surely the double eyelid line won’t heal exactly as it is because of the thick stitches, right?; I’m worrying about every little thing. It hurts, and aftercare is even harder, but.. my mind feels relieved.^^ Rather than agonizing over whether to do it or not..I feel more at ease. My parents and my older sister also said that once all the swelling goes down, it’ll look pretty~ so I feel good too.^^ I hope the day to remove the stitches comes quickly~~~ I’ll upload photos later too^^
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