The swelling really isn't going down. -_- Seriously, it's stubbornly not going down. -_- It's been a month, but it still obviously looks like I had surgery. Because of the swelling. But don't the nasal bridge and the nasal ala seem a bit misaligned? It keeps looking crooked to me. It feels like the nasal ala and nasal bridge each have a different center. I do warm compresses for about 20 minutes before going to sleep. But even though it's been a month since surgery, the swelling is still like this. Other people say it goes down from top to bottom, but I feel like mine is going down from bottom to top. The area between my eyebrows, where the swelling still hasn't gone down.. it feels a bit hard. Is this swelling, or is it tissue? Ah, I seriously feel like I'm dying. It also seems crooked, and because of the swelling I can't really tell. The doctor and nurses say it doesn't look that crooked, but I look in the mirror and check under fluorescent lights and all that, and I'm sure it looks crooked, subtly. If I go to the clinic today and talk about this, I feel like I'll really be the only weird one. ㅠ_ㅠ I really didn't know the period waiting for cosmetic surgery swelling to go down would drain a person like this.. This doesn't feel like one month, I wonder if it will take three months. Anyway... I'm dying.... sigh.
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