I barely made it back alive.

Nose surgery-_- I never knew it would be this hard........ Me, deciding to get surgery while thinking it would be nothing. Without much thought, the appointment date came, so I got ready early in the morning with an excited heart, took an express bus, then the subway, and arrived at Ch Plastic Surgery in Gangnam. Before I knew it, I washed up, and when it was time, I was shaking and trembling, then got up onto the operating table. When they put a sleep-anesthesia injection in my arm, I fell asleep. A little later, I woke up, and the doctor and nurses were noisy. Because of my rhinitis, I was coughing so badly that they said they absolutely couldn't work on my nose and then have me sneeze, so they couldn't keep me asleep. They woke me up and did the surgery with only local anesthesia Still, I thought I had woken up after they shaved the hump and were almost done, so I asked, How long has it been? and they said, We're just starting -_- It hasn't even been 5 minutes,... Your sneezing is too severe and it's dangerous, so we can't keep you asleep, they said, while the sound of the hammer going thump thump thump shaving down the hump I could feel everything, and it didn't hurt, but it was so scary, so I went, Aaaah~ and they said I was making too much of a fuss Then while they were doing the osteotomy, I kept falling asleep and waking up. They said, Since the osteotomy will be hard, we'll put you to sleep for a bit, so you must not sneeze!~~~ but I don't even remember sneezing earlier So they said, We'll give you the injection~ and one, two, three, four, I drifted off to sleep again~~~ When I woke up, tears were already streaming down my face, and the surgery was all over. The director and nurse unnies held my hand and said I did well I was still crying. I really cried so much. Some unknown sadness and overwhelming emotions came up, so I was sobbing alone. The nurse unnie handed me an ice pack, and even when my mom came in and asked if I was okay, I couldn't talk because I was crying. It did hurt a bit, maybe? No, it wasn't pain. My head was just dazed, my body felt bad, and I felt wronged and sad. For about 2 hours, I really kept crying, then lay down at the hospital for 2 hours and left for my grandmother's house around 6. The surgery was at 2, ended around 4, and I lay there until 6 before leaving. On the first day, I started swelling a lot. Because my nose was tightly packed, it was so hard, my head hurt, and I was out of it. I took medicine, but food wouldn't go down, so I ate 4 spoonfuls of porridge and just lay down. I couldn't digest it, so I woke up at dawn, pricked my finger, blood kept coming from my nose (only one side), and I suffered so much, waking up and falling asleep several times. I couldn't sleep properly and just went through so much. The next day, I went to the clinic, had the gauze removed from my nose, and then they inserted gauze deep again to disinfect it. The inside of my nose was all swollen, so it felt unbearable. Actually, it didn't hurt that much -_- but the feeling was bad. Until the third day, they disinfected with gauze, and I kept crying -_- My eyes were swollen, and the swelling wouldn't go down. Oh right, because I was on my period, the swelling was freaking severe.. From the fourth day, it slowly started going down, and once it started, it began going down fast!! On the fifth day, there had been no bleeding, but from my left nostril, which was more swollen than the other side, blood started coming out continuously, and the swelling also went down quickly. When I went to the clinic, they said the swelling was going down quickly. Anyway, even so, I was still struggling, couldn't wash my hair, couldn't wash up, so my impression looked even stranger and my eyes were swollen too. I looked like a nine-tailed fox-_- At this point, I really thought, Did I have to get nose surgery like this? My face was passable even without it.. Thinking that made me depressed again, so I cried. On the 6th day, the bleeding continued, and the swelling went down fast~~ At the very moment thoughts that I was glad I did it were filling my head~~~ And now, on the 8th day, the moment the doctor removed everything~~ I felt refreshed When the doctor said, You did well, ah, I felt so thankful The moment I looked in the mirror, oh my, this nose is not my nose!! My nose is gone~~~ My nose has really become someone else's nose♡ When I said, Oh, this is strange~~ Wow, this is fascinating, the doctor said, The shape changed a lot, right?? and hehehehehe Anyway, I was so happy that I thought getting nose surgery was a good decision.. Even now I was so happy that as soon as I got home, I called a friend over, even though the bruising hadn't gone down yet and kept showing my friend But I'm still bleeding... I'm worried.. so I'm going to an ENT clinic tomorrow. The doctor said that if there is a lot of bleeding, I should go to a local ENT clinic, so I'm going tomorrow, but I'm a bit worried. Has anyone had a nose job and then gone to an ENT clinic because they had a lot of bleeding? I'm on day 8, but it's still bleeding. Since the swelling was going down together, I wasn't too worried, but there is too much bleeding, and it's still bleeding-_-.... Anyway, this is the end of my nose-surgery expedition story!!! It was hard, but my nose surgery was worthwhile