What is this.. it hurts

I finally got it done.... I can barely open my eyes My surgery was at 11, but I overdid it and woke up and got ready, and arrived at 10:30. When I got there, they took photos and I immediately changed into a gown.. I thought they would tell me to remove all metal, so.. I deliberately went without any~ I consulted with the doctor one more time and went to the operating room.. You know that thing they use when you get a perm.. the one that pulls all your hair up They pulled my hair up tight with that hahaha and laid down a cloth that only showed my face~ They covered me with a blanket, and my hands were sweating so much.. because I was nervous I had partial incision + epicanthoplasty. They did the epicanthoplasty first The anesthesia hurt a little, but it was still bearable. The epicanthoplasty finished quickly. After that, they did the design~~ I opened and closed my eyes.. and then did I get 3 shots of anesthesia on each side? But I absolutely did not feel sleepy? I was hoping I would feel a little sleepy.. Well, I guess I should not sleep, right? hahaha When they were stitching, I thought my eyeballs might fall out.. seriously, what if the doctor made a mistake and my eyeball fell out.. what if the needle went through my eyeball... what then I kept feeling scared.. The left side hurt more, maybe because it was done later When they removed fat, only the left side hurt a little too While having surgery alone... I thought, I should hurry home and post.. take photos too, and I am never having surgery again hahaha, all kinds of thoughts came to me After surgery, I did an ice pack in the recovery room and went home, and I took the subway it was hard hiding my face hahaha Ah, it hurts so much right now I want to take photos, but even if I take them, my eyes barely open so you cannot see anything, so I will take photos after the stitches are removed hahaha It seems like many people are getting it done today~~~~~~ I want to see photos quickly hahaha I evolved into a human hahaha