I remember crying during surgery...

It’s the 6th day since my surgery now. It was a revision surgery for me. I really made up my mind in my heart, thinking I won’t feel any pain at all!!! and got on the operating table. But the first time I had surgery, it really didn’t hurt at all But this time it was really different The anesthesia for my eyes wore off, so they stung and hurt so much I was going crazy And then for my nose, the surgery still had to be done, but the doctor was in a consultation so I was lying on the operating table for about 15 minutes. Finally the surgery started!!! They came in and started right away.. I thought it wouldn’t hurt, but it hurt so much that tears kept pouring out of my swollen eyes without me even realizing it, and the nurse kept wiping them while the doctor kept working!! I cried so much that I thought I was going to lose my mind I was lying in the recovery room thinking I’d never get surgery again!! Then when my aunt, my mom, and my younger sibling came in, I started crying again!!!! How should I say it?? You know how you cry when you see your family, right I really finished the surgery safely while crying Now when I think about that time, it was really dizzying and painful, but now I’m fine, so I feel like life is really strange Even now I’m smiling with a grin When I think about how I looked then... Surgery doesn’t seem like such a big deal Now that I think about it So don’t be scared

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