I had surgery with osteotomy today~

Ahh.. it’s been about 3 hours since I got home now.. I really decided on it suddenly, out of nowhere.. Because I called yesterday and booked it for this morning.. While going around for consultations, I had already decided on JY soo.. In the morning, I ate, took the subway alone, went there....had surgery and came back.. I went and came back alone without a guardian..and I think going alone is fine. First of all, the surgery was less scary than I thought.. The most painful thing was the IV injection???;;; They put it in my arm...why did they have to do it so painfully? That hurt more than the nose surgery.. They said the surgery took 2 hours...but I thought it had only been about 1 hour.. It didn’t hurt at all the whole time.. They told me to count out loud to 30...and after that, really.. the sky was spinning, I was singing by myself, and I put on such a whole show.. I sang “Fame” from the musical..then later cried..really.. When I came out, I was so embarrassed I thought I’d die.. And the hammering and chiseling part...wasn’t gross at all?...not at all.. That was completely fine.. Like, ah..they’re doing it..that was about it? Maybe because I had been so scared. If anything, the suturing stung a tiny bit...the osteotomy was simpler than I expected!! Even when I was in the recovery room after surgery..strangely, it didn’t hurt. I looked in the mirror by myself..walked around..but there was so much bleeding.. I had been thinking, the surgery hurt much less than expected and it’s fine!! But as time passes..now it’s swelling a bit and throbbing.. Still, it’s not as bad as I thought.. I don’t think there’s a need to be too scared..^-^ If I can leave a post like this, it means it’s bearable, you know.. It is stuffy because of the cotton in my nose, though..~~~ I just hope the swelling goes down quickly!!!!!!!!!! Ugh....the pain is exactly like a bad body ache...my head hurts. My upper teeth hurt too.....yes I’ll watch the progress and leave another post and upload photos~!