Epicanthoplasty + full-incision double eyelid, full day 3!!1

Um... It has been a full 3 days since surgery.. I had it on Tuesday the 22nd^^ The moment I went to the hospital and lay down on the operating table cannot be expressed in words. I saw many posts saying anesthesia hurts a bit... it’s tolerable, it only made them tear up a little... what can you do..... I saw a lot of posts like that.. So I thought, okay, I can handle it!!! and stayed relaxed.. But what the heck... I thought I was going to die. The anesthesia is insane.. Of course, everything varies by person. But I thought I was going to die.. The tears were pouring out.. Every time they gave anesthesia (they did it several times..), the nurse next to me held my hand..^^ Except for the anesthesia, everything was tolerable.. The epicanthoplasty was a little hard. The burning smell was something else. It wasn’t that bad.. but somehow, thinking that my own flesh was being burned.. I held my breath. I had been really scared, but it was better than I expected. I thought I would feel the knife cutting, feel the stitching, hear all the sounds, but it wasn’t much^^ The scariest thing was.. what the doctor said to the nurse next to him. Scalpel~... when he said that (you know what I mean, right? It comes up a lot in TV surgery scenes^^), I got scared for a moment^^ Swelling and things like that seem to depend on your constitution.. I didn’t swell much even on the first day... no bruising either. I mean, compared to what I expected^^ I came home, did a ton of ice packs, and slept at about a 120-degree angle with a blanket and pillow behind my back. Other people say the next day is the absolute peak of swelling, but for me, it has been going down day by day, and now it looks good^^ It seems like constitution.. Anyway, I complain a lot and scare easily, but except for anesthesia, it’s tolerable.. Having anesthesia does not mean it doesn’t hurt at all. It hurts a little... but it’s tolerable. But anesthesia is absolutely impossible to endure..>^< Everyone, become prettier.