I was supposed to go around to several places for consultations, but for some reason I just felt drawn to one place, so I only went there, had a consultation, and immediately booked a date.. And I had surgery on the 3rd. I wasn’t scared, but I was a bit worried it might turn out badly.. On the day of surgery, once I actually lay down on the operating table, all kinds of thoughts crossed my mind. It was my first surgery -_- Still, I lay there bravely. Pretending I wasn’t scared - lol But I had sedation anesthesia. They gave me one shot in my arm, and the doctor said it would feel a bit strange.. After a little while, everything in front of my eyes turned yellow and started spinning, and it got totally weird like some fantasy game. Then the music started sounding slow, and I completely felt like I was falling into The Matrix by myself. Phew phew phew, anyway, it was a really strange feeling. When I came to my senses a bit, I thought, Is it all over? But that’s when it was starting lol. There was quite a bit of burning smell lol How should I put it? It didn’t hurt, but I could feel it a little. I think I wasn’t nervous because I kept talking with the doctor throughout the surgery. They kept talking to me. The doctor said he’d tell me a funny story and turned “I’m happy because I’m a woman” into “I’m stir-fried rice because I’m a woman”~ He kept saying that, so I went “tsk -_-,” and then he said, “I should sew your mouth shut!” and poked at my mouth with thread lol We talked about this and that, and I recommended Ireland because I said it’s really fun these days. I also said I like horror movies, and the doctor said he got so scared while watching Whispering Corridors that he threw all his popcorn, which made me laugh so hard lolol After the surgery was done, I asked, “How did it turn out?” and the doctor said in a bright voice, “What do you mean how, you became a monster ^^” .... -_- For a second I was like, gasp lolol I’m not good at writing, so this is totally rambling ㅠㅠ Anyway, I don’t think those planning to have surgery need to worry too much. I was scared too, but after doing it, it wasn’t as scary as I thought.. They say it turns out better if you keep your mind relaxed ^^ I hope my story helps, even just a tiny, very tiny bit. Then I’ll stop here ^^
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