It hurt so, so much

At first, they told me not to tense up when giving the injection, so I was only thinking that I should try not to tense up, but once the needle actually went in, I tensed up hard Bruising and swelling seem guaranteed.. They started with the epicanthoplasty, and honestly, the epicanthoplasty didn’t hurt at all.. But around the time one side and then the other side of the epicanthoplasty were finishing, they gave another anesthetic injection in my right upper eyelid area.. So I went “Agh~” because it suddenly hurt so much.. Then they said sorry.. Every time I said it hurt, they sometimes said sorry, and that seemed to calm me down a bit.. Anyway, after the anesthesia was done, the feeling of being stitched with thread was completely like my eye was being flipped all open with a fork.. It was truly a feeling I never want to experience again.. When they first did the epicanthoplasty, I kept talking so much that the doctor even told me to be a little quiet..; But when they were stitching the upper eyelid, all I could do was scream “agh agh”.. It really hurt so, so much.. Yesterday, right after the surgery ended, maybe because the anesthesia wore off immediately, the throbbing hurt so badly.. I slept at a friend’s house with my boyfriend, and he kept applying ice packs all through the early morning.. Maybe that’s why my eyes open even less.. Even now, tears keep coming out so I can’t open my eyes, but I’m writing diligently with the single-minded determination to write one post.. My vision keeps getting blurrier.. Anyway, everyone, I hope your surgery doesn’t hurt. I’m going today to have the tape removed. I’ll upload the surgery photos all together in a few days..