Almost 3 months after full incision and epicanthoplasty. One step away from depression!

The photo I uploaded is of my right eye. The left is even worse than this.. When my left eye is closed, the line is noticeably high, and when I open my eyes there isn’t a huge difference, but the outer end became much thicker.. Originally I had a very thin inner double eyelid (not visible-_-;;), about 2 mm?--;;. The right side disappeared after surgery, but the left side remained as it was, so about 2 mm comes down and covers the eyelashes, and then the double eyelid is there on top of that, so I can’t go outside.. The scar is dark too.. As you can tell from the photo, my eyelid is also extremely thick, and the sausage swelling is still there. Also, when I measured the line, it was 1 cm -_- When I open my eyes, a lot of skin folds over, so the double eyelid doesn’t look extremely thick, right? That means that much skin is folding over, really a lot~~ of skin.. I really think the surgery went very wrong. I think I need revision surgery.. But what should I say to the hospital where I had it done? We agreed on an in-out line, but it turned out like that, and it became so different from what was discussed at first. The doctor talked like that, but maybe didn’t have the skill.. What do you think about the epicanthoplasty? They said they did 1 mm. Nothing changed -_- They said if I ask for more, they’ll do more.. Would it be better to do a little more? About 2 mm..? In the middle photo, the red flesh came out looking very visible, but that’s because of the photo angle. In real life from the front, the red flesh is barely visible.. And I had fat removed, but while the eyelid is still just as thick, the front and lower part of the eye look hollow, so I look older.. I’m really so upset. My friends also say I shouldn’t have had the surgery and only spent money for nothing.. And my left eye is honestly much worse than this eye, so I don’t even want to take a photo.. What should I do from now on? Should I get revision surgery? Is it because my eyes are strange that this happened (then revision surgery would be meaningless too, right..?), or was the doctor’s skill just not that good? (I’d rather it be that.. But I’m really worried about the revision surgery cost too..)