What would you do if you were me??

Today is the tenth day since my nose surgery.. My old nose had nostrils that were too wide, and even when I took photos, only my nose looked big, and I had no nasal bridge.. My face is small, but my nose being big and thick was stressful.. Sometimes even people meeting me for the first time would say, wow~ your nose is big.. So that's why I had nose surgery.. But after doing it.. I got a nasal bridge, my nostrils got smaller.. and even in photos my nose doesn't look big anymore.. I haven't met many friends, but one said it's better than before.. my features look more defined.. and another said my nose is much better.. but my overall image before was cuter and made me look younger.. That's what they said.. But I don't know if this is greed or what.. when I look at my nose, the tip is blunt.. I used ear cartilage, but I don't think it had much effect.. When I look at old photos, I can see that it has improved.. but no one sees my nose as a surgically done nose.. It's just a nose.. If someone who doesn't know me looks at it, it doesn't look like I had surgery.. and it's not a pretty nose either.. I want a nose like Go Hyun-jung's, you know.. lol Before surgery I didn't know much, so I thought the doctor would take care of it, and I really regret not stating my own opinion well.. He said he would make it natural.. I just listened to that.. My mom says if it's too much, it won't be as good as before, and tells me not to even think about stepping into a plastic surgery clinic again.. I can't have revision surgery right away because of work, and I haven't been able to talk to the doctor either.. I'm just worrying by myself.. But.. on the day of surgery, the doctor seemed really satisfied with my nose surgery.. saying it couldn't be raised any more, couldn't be reduced any more.. this and that... I think people whose original nose shape is pretty also turn out pretty after surgery, you know?? Is this the limit of my nose??