Day 2 after removing the stitches?^-^;;

Hello,*^-^* It's been a while, a while, haha. I always stop by, but I'm posting photos again today~ A lot of my swelling has gone down~ When the stitches were removed, I thought I was going to die from the pain. I was satisfied because a kind older sister was removing them so they wouldn't hurt, when someone who seemed to have left their manners somewhere came over and said, "I'll do it" o sob sob,,,, I seriously just wanted to die. For the photos, I don't know how to use Photoshop,, but I somehow managed to put them together, but I wasn't able to add text^-^;;; Please understand~ The top left is before surgery, then right after surgery, then after a few hours passed,, the swelling was insane!! the asymmetry was insane!! After that are photos I diligently took for two days after removing the stitches, and as expected, one eye still doesn't open as much~ As for the medial epicanthoplasty.. um,.. to me, it shows, but I don't think other people would notice, hahaha One side is in-line, one side is slightly out-line?? Anyway, asymmetric.. What worries me more is, when I close my eyes, it's bumpy,,,o Ah~~ I'm upset,, The second thing I'm worried about is, one eye that doesn't open as much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ah~~ that also upsets me...o The third thing I'm worried about is, the asymmetry of the different lines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ah~~ I want to die.o The fourth thing I'm worried about is, the medial epicanthoplasty on the eye that doesn't open as much feels underdone... lol The fifth is, a lump I can feel inside the line.. It hurts..o I'm round-face, full of worries. lol Today I'm gathering courage and posting photos again, Ah~ I hope no one I know is here.. hahaha Please ignore the yellowish bruises and my skin^-^;;; Those who want information~!@!@@ It's still too early to jump to the conclusion that it went well, so please don't ask~ If it turns out well, I'll promote it myself^-^ You'll leave comments about my worries, right??*^-^*