I went to the hospital today. It was the hospital where I originally had my double eyelid surgery. One side had loosened a little, so I had double eyelid surgery on one side, epicanthoplasty, and my nose and forehead... like that. Honestly, with my forehead, I can’t see it because it’s wrapped in a bandage, so putting that aside, I was really very disappointed after the surgery. My nose is so low.. ㅡㅡ It looks the same whether I had it done or not They say it’s because of swelling.. but honestly, no matter how much it’s because of swelling, how.. can this happen.. When the swelling goes down and I take off the bandage, will it look higher? I think it will get even lower, and even though I want to think positively, I’m so disappointed that I can’t think positively.ㅠㅠ The doctor knows the style I want too. And during the nose surgery, the doctor said, “Should I make it sharp? Or natural?” So I asked, “If it’s sharp, will it look obvious?” and he said.. “It will look a bit obvious..” I asked, “Is a sharp nose like Eugene’s nose?” and he said, “Right?” Eugene’s nose is so high.. I thought about BoA’s nose level suiting me, so I said, “Then sharp but natural,” and he said, “Then I’ll make it in between”..ㅠㅠ But... I think it’s too low After the surgical swelling goes down, I’m planning to lose about 10 kg, so could it look a bit higher then? People say natural is best.. but honestly, rather than just natural, you know a nose that is high but natural. That’s the kind of nose I wanted.. I’m worried that I’ll end up not satisfied again and spend the whole vacation.. all swollen up and getting surgery again.ㅠㅠ I’ll only know once the swelling goes down.. but if it really doesn’t come out the way I want, I’ll be so sad ㅠ_ㅠ Please leave some replies And now I’ll write my surgery review. At first, I got two injections in both arms, something like an IV, had my face disinfected, they drew markings, tied my hair, and I had sedation anesthesia. Everyone says it feels like another dimension, but I fell deeply asleep without realizing it When I woke up, the forehead silicone had been inserted and they were pressing firmly, and it was a situation like, “It went well”^^ Next were the eyes. I did the eyes while awake.. thankfully, because I was anesthetized, the eye anesthesia didn’t hurt at all As expected, the epicanthoplasty hurt. It was bearable. Next was the nose.. I slept again. But I woke up not long after, and I could vividly feel whether they were grinding bone hard or what.. so clearly My ears heard scraping sounds too. But honestly, I didn’t get chills. It was bearable But sometimes I could feel it, and it hurt That part hurt a bit.. and now it hurts so so so so so much ㅠㅠ And I cried throughout the surgery, but at the end I cried.. because I felt so pathetic... If I had been pretty from the start, none of this would have happened.. why am I doing this at this age.. I started lamenting my situation like that ㅠㅠ Anyway, honestly it hurt much more after the anesthesia wore off.. sigh At first, I was really most worried that the epicanthoplasty wouldn’t turn out the way I wanted, but I really trusted the doctor, thinking he knew the nose height and shape I wanted, but I don’t think the nose height I want will ever come out My mom said, “So this is higher now?ㅡㅡ It looks the same.. actually even lower.” That’s what she said. I have a bit of a nasal bridge to begin with, and I had a little under 4 mm done When the swelling goes down, it will definitely show, right?/ Ah seriously, if this keeps up ㅠ_ㅠ really..ㅠ_ㅠ Everyone, make sure you tell the doctor exactly what nose height you want for surgery I really emphasized it strongly too.. My younger sibling just came, and they said, “Uh, it doesn’t look that much higher. It looks the same..ㅡㅡ” Ah, is time really the only medicine?ㅠ_ㅠ If any of you have had surgery, please tell me When the swelling goes down and the bandage comes off, will it look higher??ㅠㅠ
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