My skin was originally pale and all.. After surgery, my skin also became dull and yellowish, and the double eyelid surgery I had with high hopes ended up thicker than I expected. These days I'm so depressed I could die... It's already been 2 months, but the swelling hasn't improved, and ㅠㅠ it feels like the deep crease will last forever. I hate looking in the mirror.. All the time I spent looking up information so I could get double eyelid surgery, and the money I spent on surgery, all of it feels like a waste, but I want to undo the double eyelids. I'm really so conscious of my double eyelids that I even avoid meeting people, and ㅠ.ㅠ how did I end up becoming this withdrawn? When I look at friends around me, they were still like this even after 6 months,,, Ah, really, thinking that I'll have to live like this from now on is horrifying. Female celebrities have so many natural, thin, pretty double eyelids ㅠㅠ even with the same surgery, why did mine turn out like this.... It really feels like a waste of money. Even my boyfriend ㅠㅠ says I looked better before surgery. I'm really, really upset ㅠㅠ
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