I really want to die..

My nose was originally one that needed to be low and short and have paranasal augmentation!! My mom had even wanted to have it done for me when I was in high school, so I did it right after graduating high school without needing to persuade my parents or anything. Back then, what did I know.. I thought that if you had surgery, of course you would become pretty. As a result, it became a super natural-looking nose that no one could tell was operated on unless I said something. Damn. And then 6 years later, I had a revision surgery yesterday. I got paranasal augmentation and AlloDerm in the tip of my nose. I also raised the bridge between the eyes a little more. The tip of my nose had sagged a bit. Reading posts here, I think the surgery I had was a septal cartilage procedure. Anyway, I am a total pig. Ni mi~ From the side, it looks like a half rhombus stuck next to something... it's ridiculously comical. I'm not some cartoon character.. I came home after the surgery and as soon as my mom saw me, she sighed right away about pig nose and all that These days, people do cosmetic surgery without even hiding it anymore. If you only get prettier after surgery, I think it is fine even if it is obvious.. But it is already totally obvious that I had surgery, and now I have become living proof of the saying that surgery does not make everyone pretty, so what am I supposed to do about this... People say it settles down little by little, but that depends on the person too.. Ah... complete despair.