Day 15 after full-incision double eyelid surgery and epicanthoplasty

That's where I am. Somehow the swelling does seem to be going down quickly, but normally, does swelling go down differently in each eye? The sausage-like swelling on my left eye really seems to have no intention of disappearing Also, if you look at the close-up photo, the right double-eyelid line doesn't flow smoothly over the iris and instead makes a sharp angle at about 150 degrees, right? Is there any way to make this rounded? No matter how wide I open my eyes, the angle just gets worse, and the line doesn't settle prettily the way I want, sob. I'm worried that once the swelling goes down on my left eye too, it might form a sharp angle like that.. Oh, and my left eye had signs of ptosis, and sure enough, it still shows after surgery. It seems to cover almost one-third of the upper part of my iris.. -_- (The bottom photo was taken while looking in a mirror, so the left and right eyes are switched;;) The photos came out relatively okay, but in real life my impression seems to have become really scary, so I'm not completely pleased. That doesn't mean I regret it, though.. Still, I take a lot of comfort in the fact that my bare, post-op eyes look bigger than my pre-op eyes with makeup on..;; By the way, I was too scared to put Fucidin, which people debate so much about, on the double-eyelid line, so I'm only applying it to the epicanthoplasty wound because I have no choice (I lost my eye ointment and can't get it again;;).. Surely nothing serious will happen, right;; Ah, now that I've written this, it seems like it's full of questions;; I desperately want honest evaluations or advice~~