Day 22 after cheekbone revision surgery

My left cheekbone protrudes so much that it creates asymmetry, so I thought it was swelling, but even when I touched it, it felt like bone and I could feel the wire too,,, so I went to the hospital crying,,, Just in case, I’m also keeping in mind another revision through the scalp approach at another clinic,,, This would already be the 3rd time, and if this one is wrong too, I’m thinking of getting revision through the scalp while there’s still swelling,,, At the previous hospital, they told me there’s still swelling, so I should wait longer, and when it came to the compensation issue we talked about before, they spoke as if avoiding it,,,, I’m depressed,, I trusted only their intention to take responsibility until the end and went through with a third surgery, but,,,, And then I went to that other clinic,, Because the doctor is originally very famous, I went with high expectations,,, He seemed kind and I did feel trust, but he was so busy that I didn’t hear much,,, I already had a youthful-looking small face originally, but I was shocked again when he said, “After surgery, people tell you that you look older than people your age, right?”,,, I felt it again, but really, cheekbone surgery,,,, it ruins a person’s life,,, After 3 cheekbone surgeries, my skin has become awful, lost elasticity, my body is worn down, and people say I look drained and lifeless,,,, it feels like they’re talking exactly about me,,, It’s so hard,,,, I walked around a bit today and a lot of the swelling went down,, I’m going to try not to think too hastily, and since they say the bone union is going well anyway, I’ll wait and see,,, If they tell me to wait, I have to wait, but if it still doesn’t go down even after waiting, I have no idea what to do after that,,, the road ahead feels blocked,,,, I just hope this surgery will be the last one, please,,, I’ve said this repeatedly, and of course, for those whose results turned out well, I truly congratulate you and envy you,,, But really, when I talk on the phone with people here in this community, there are many people whose cheekbones were not that severe originally, who regret getting surgery because there’s barely any visible improvement and instead struggle with diagonal-line side effects,, I was the same kind of case too,,, I hope you think carefully one more time before deciding,,, It’s a surgery everyone does to become prettier, so I hope the day can come when we can smile happily... My mind is such a mess that I don’t even know what I’m saying,, Sorry,,,