Please.. help me.. sob

I posted before... saying my nostrils are totally uneven...... It's been 15 days since surgery... Even right after surgery, it was only slightly swollen... and now it seems like the swelling is almost completely gone..... The nostrils have come down a lot, but the right side (the nostril that was lifted) is much bigger.. (Osteotomy + Gore-Tex + nasal cartilage). When I look from the front.. the right side of my nasal bridge is much (visibly) bigger... My friends say my nose looks crooked. From the side too.. it isn't straight, and it dips in at the nasal bridge, so it looks like I have a slight hump... From the front, if I look at that part from far away.. there is a line like a stripe (somehow it feels like they shaved the nasal bone and didn't put anything in.. shouldn't it look smooth if Gore-Tex was inserted??).. And on the right nasal bridge.. something sticks out like a tiny millet grain... It's not acne, it feels like something is protruding.... I went because I heard the doctor was good... Did they do it too carelessly??.. I feel like I'm going to develop complete social avoidance.. Except for going to the clinic, I haven't even been able to go outside.... I can't sleep every night.... I'm going crazy.... I'm now in week 3.. Do I have to wait 6 months before I can get a re-revision surgery? (This one was already a revision..) I want to upload photos.... but I think I'll feel even more devastated... sob My nose was very wide.. big.. long.. and fleshy.... It has become a lot smaller and shorter.. but as it comes down toward the underside of the nose.. it feels slightly twisted...ㅡ.ㅡ:: Since it's the clinic's mistake.... they'll fix it without charging me, right??.. At the clinic.. they just told me to wait and see for a bit... ah We were planning the formal family meeting in May..... I'm going absolutely crazy...