I’ll be getting on the operating table soon. But... my chest... my chest... It feels like my heart is going to burst^^;; I’m afraid I might cry after surgery, that people I meet might whisper behind my back that I looked better before surgery, that I might need revision surgery, that I might end up posting in an anti-plastic-surgery section. The confident, motivated me who went around researching clinics is nowhere to be found... I’ve become an endlessly timid woman, restless and unable to sit still. Even as I’m writing this, my hands are getting sweaty. If you’re reading this, please leave me one word of encouragement, one reply saying it will go well, and I’ll gather my courage and come back after doing well. I need support from many people. Desperately~
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