I already had double eyelids, but wanted them higher, so full incision day 2..

I already had double eyelids but my taste is weird, so I wanted my eyes to look wide open ; lol So I went ahead and did full incision The doctor kept emphasizing right up until just before surgery that because my skin is thick, it could turn sausage-like, but I thought, what’s the point of surgery if I’m not going to make them higher, so I asked for them to be just a li~ttle higher Maybe because it’s only day 2 after surgery, but the height is no joke lolol All I can do is laugh Even when I go to the bathroom to wash my hands, I have to prepare myself, count one, two, three, then lift my head and look in the mirror, and even at home I’m wearing sunglasses because my older sister treats me like a monsterㅠ But today on cable there was a rerun of People Looking for Laughs and a rerun of Gag Concert, and the 11 o’clock sitcom was funny too What is this.. why are there so many funny things I laughed so hard, hahaha, that it feels like the skin that was healing tore open again It stings a lot ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ Ah, I regret laughing ㅠ Should I have just followed the doctor’s advice and used my existing double eyelid line? But then.. I couldn’t get wide-open-looking eyes ㅠ I.. want that wide-open look + ㅁ+;; I’ll upload photos later too Everyone, fighting