Posting my thoughts after surgery today at 4

I went alone, pretending to be calm, but with surgery, once you enter the operating room, tension and fear come rushing in. So I did act a bit whiny...^^ I had it done at ㄷ Plastic Surgery in Bucheon. I looked into a lot of places in Apgujeong and elsewhere, but because of the price and also issues with getting treatment near home, I chose a place that was stable, trustworthy, and reasonable in terms of price. Honestly, I worried for about two full weeks~ My nose basically had almost no bridge. To be really honest, I'm about 160/45, so I'm not overweight, and it wasn't like other areas were so hopeless that they needed work, but because of this darn nose, I had a huge complex. So I really gathered my courage, decided to have surgery, and had the nasal bridge built with silicone (about 3 mm) and the nasal tip with autologous ear cartilage. Before the surgery started, the nurses prepared me for surgery. For me, about 3 nurses disinfected only the ear and nose areas. Then they put an IV in the back of my hand (you can't even feel this^^), the doctor briefly explained the implant and the surgery, and then immediately put in the sleep medication (through the IV). Um... what it feels like is... while you're feeling that something is entering through your blood vessel, you fall asleep. I thought that when they said I would fall asleep, I would just simply fall asleep, but it felt like this must be what drugs feel like. Dazed, feeling so, so good, and like seeing fantasies. I was enjoying that world, and when the surgery was almost over, I felt my hand moving, so I begged them to make me more sedated. I don't remember after that, but around the time I opened my eyes, the doctor said, "It's over." The surgery was done, so I lay in the recovery room for about 20 minutes, listened to the instructions, and went straight home. Oh dear.... I hope this helps people who have vague fears about surgery. It's surgery, so you can't know just from hearing rough explanations. I hope it helps... I had surgery alone, and now I'm writing this follow-up in my studio apartment. Right after the anesthesia wore off, it hurt a bit because of the pain, but now only my ear throbs slightly and my nose hurts just a little? I don't know if my surgery was an easier case, but most patients I know said the surgery didn't hurt at all. Don't worry, and everyone, become prettier. Right now I'm swollen up to the glabella and bruised, so I'm continuing cold compresses, sleeping, and just hoping time passes quickly. I'll upload photos once the swelling goes down.