To get straight to the point: silicone for the nasal bridge, autologous cartilage for the nasal tip... the first surgery failed! Revision surgery after one month! Two weeks after the revision, bone protruded at the glabella! They said blood had pooled under the bone and formed something called a “mass,” so I had surgery under sleep anesthesia where they drew blood out with a syringe! I was on the operating table 3 times in about 50 days. I worried I might end up with a Michael Jackson nose, but I thought it was all over. Two days later I took off the tape... damn! Oh my God! My nasal bridge had gone back to my old nose. Only the nasal tip was left dangling... Me, with sharp instincts! After 3 days I went to the clinic and asked, “Did you remove the silicone?” The doctor said, “Yes”.. ㅡ,.ㅡ;; What is this? You definitely never said you were removing the silicone before that surgery where you were going to draw blood with a syr!inge!, and you never said anything after surgery either. If I hadn’t noticed, were you just going to let it slide? Did I look like a dog to you? Woof! Woof! What is the basic duty of a doctor? Isn’t it basic to tell the patient the situation before and after surgery? Later, they said they would put in Gore-Tex again, 3-4 mm. If it’s 3 mm, it’s 3 mm, and if it’s 4 mm, it’s 4 mm. What’s with 3 to 4 mm? Somehow it smells like a lie.... But why is that hard nasal bridge so soft now? The nasal tip that used to stay proudly still now moves left and right?.. It’s “magic.” Except for the swollen glabella, everything feels soft when I touch it!! For those who had Gore-Tex, did it become soft in one day? Silicone was super hard.. Somehow it feels like a lie... I suffered through midsummer, spent money, and the nose I ended up with is this mess. It’s so unfair. I need to check whether there’s something inside my nose or not... CT, huh.. sigh. The protruding bone area has gotten smaller, but it hasn’t gone all the way in. If I press it, it goes in and then comes back out.. Is this “magic” too? They say it will disappear once the swelling goes down, but now even when a dog barks there, I hear it as “meow~.” My distrust just keeps growing.. sigh.. Even if only in a dream, I want to go to that clinic like Rambo and go “rat-a-tat-tat.” Though before that, I might collapse from exhaustion.. The more I think about it, the more something boils up in my heart. If someone says they’re getting surgery there, I’ll pack lunchboxes and even dessert and follow them around to stop them.
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