After full-incision revision surgery...

The photo on top is before revision surgery, and the photo below is after revision surgery. I had it done at the end of July. It was a full-incision procedure, they removed a lot of fat, and because my eyes were drooping, they even excised toward the outer part. After coming out from a 2-hour surgery, I spent depressing days with hugely swollen eyes under compression... Around 4 months later, the upper part of my left eye looked folded/crumpled and kept seeming strange, so I only suspected something was wrong. Eventually I went to the clinic, and I was told it had come undone and that I needed revision surgery, so I had revision surgery. (When I asked on an internet message board, they said it was because of swelling.) After the revision, just like some people said, it swelled less than the first time, but still, this is just... As you can see in the photo, it is roughly speaking really difficult to deal with. My right eye is 4 months post-op... And my left eye after revision surgery is about 11 days post-op. An older acquaintance had her eyes turn out so pretty, so I went to that clinic and had it done too, but it turned into a disaster... It may be because my original features are unattractive... But I keep regretting it so much these days, thinking I should have just lived with my weird rabbit eyes... I guess cosmetic surgery is not something just anyone can do. Everyone here all has round, pretty eyes... Why are my eyes like this... Every single day is honestly so depressing.... p.s: If I don't draw eyeliner, it looks even more awful