Please look at my eyes^^ (big photo warning!!)

The top photo was taken without forcing my eyes open. The bottom photo was taken with my forehead to open my eyes. It's bad, right? About a year ago, I got a double eyelid like that only on the left side. But maybe because my eyelids are droopy, even when a double eyelid formed it wasn't very big. My eyes also didn't look pretty.. The other side only gets a faint line if I put on mascara or something, so after makeup I use double-eyelid glue and go out... I don't have much fat on my eyelids, so that seems good for surgery, but they're droopy.. I went to a clinic recently, and what they said there was.. My eyes look dull right now, and they just made a line for me with something like a pin as an out-fold, and when I opened my eyes the dullness disappeared. So it looks like I need an out-fold, but the clinic said I also have an epicanthal fold, and because my eyelids are droopy, even if I do an out-fold, as time passes there's a high chance it will turn back into an in-fold because of the droopy eyelids. They said that opening the inner corner can prevent the epicanthal fold from pulling the eye inward and making it become an in-fold, or something like that. It seems like I might even need an unexpected inner-corner surgery.... And I'm doing partial incision surgery, and they said they'd only stitch three stitches!! Still, since it's an incision, will it show a lot? I really, really hate anything that looks obvious.. What I'm worried about is that my eyes are long horizontally. But if I do inner-corner surgery, wouldn't they look too artificially long or might my eyes look too close together? I'm really ignorant when it comes to cosmetic surgery. I'd appreciate any other advice too. I rambled way too much, right? I'll summarize my question into just 2 points again!!!^&^ 1. Because of the reason I mentioned above, they recommended inner-corner surgery, and it seems like I really need it to avoid becoming an in-fold. But because my eyes are long horizontally, if I do it, will they look artificial or too close together later? The clinic said if I do inner-corner surgery, only a little more red flesh will show and they won't look too close together... Some people say my eyes aren't far apart, so they might look too close together, and since the red flesh near the inner corners already shows a lot, doing inner-corner surgery would show even more and might not look good, while others say inner-corner surgery would make my eyes look fresher so I should do it 2. I know almost nothing about eye surgery, so please tell me anything