I’m so upset.. I had revision surgery..

I had it at 8 p.m. on Tuesday.. For the first surgery, I looked up a clinic in Apgujeong that was said to be good, and it had been on TV too, so I thought it was a good place and went there.. It was about 4 years ago.. Back then I didn’t know anything about nose surgery, so I just did whatever the doctor suggested.. I just asked them to make it natural.. But as the swelling gradually went down, and then one year and two years passed, the tip of my nose got raised too much. It became completely like a pig nose.. The tip also became so hard and painful, and when I touched it, something inside felt like it was moving around.. I don’t live in Seoul, so I went to a hospital near my house for a consultation, and they said it was very dangerous. They said the silicone was about to come out.. My nose was crooked too, and they said if I left it like that it would be dangerous, so I had revision surgery 3 days ago.. I wanted it to be safe rather than prettier.. We decided to lower the nose overall.. But during the surgery, the doctor said the previous doctor had removed too much tissue, so the inside of my nose was a complete mess, and the tip.. the pig-nose shape was so bad that they said tissue had been cut inside so it couldn’t even be lowered.. So they just put in ear cartilage and made it a bit safer than before.. I’m so upset.. The previous doctor said they used L-shaped silicone.. They usually don’t insert it like that.. And they said it was too forcefully inserted all the way under the tip with something about 4 mm thick.. Honestly, I want to sue that doctor.. Haa~~ At first, when I consulted, it wasn’t an L shape.. If you’re getting nose surgery, please consult carefully and look into it well.. So that something like this doesn’t happen to you like it did to me..