Surgery at 6:30 today!! Eye correction + inner canthus

Why does this hospital tell you to come after everything is done.. when you're going in for surgery.. Mom joked that the doctor was doing OT (overtime) ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ I went to XX in Gangnam.. It was a 6:00 surgery, but they told me to wait.. so I waited... I got dressed and waited again.. waited again ㅡㅡ; I was dressed and wearing that weird surgical cap, waiting, and then the chief doctor’s nephew! wasn't coming. Turns out they were in a consultation ㅡㅡ Was I already a paid patient or what ㅡㅡ;; Anyway, I was in surgical clothes, my nephew was shaking so much my hands were sweaty, and I just wanted to go up and hit them ㅋㅋ The chief doctor came in, drew on my eyes here and there like an art teacher, and measured this side and that side with a ruler.. Then he said, “Okay, lie down now.” So I lay down, and without even saying anything about anesthesia, he just said “This will sting,” and started giving me the anesthesia ㅠㅠ I think they poked only one eye about five times. Anesthesia!! Who said it doesn’t hurt... seriously, I’m going to be mad!! ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ They didn’t even put on anesthetic cream for me.. I guess this hospital doesn’t do that kind of thing.. at first it stung, and then that feeling of the medicine going in ㅠㅠ And then, you know, the smell of burnt squid and the suctioning out of fat.. I experienced all that. Then they gave my calves some kind of electric shock (?) But they said that was to stop the bleeding. Still, because I was wearing stockings, it didn’t work well. When I asked what this was and said it felt like electricity, they said you’re not supposed to feel it ㅡㅡ; So in the middle of the surgery they kept taking off my stockings ㅡㅡ Ah, seriously ㅠㅠ The doctor said he had checked that my calves shouldn’t be thick.. ㅡㅡ Ugh.. So I was in pain below and pain above, and I felt like I wanted to cry so badly.. but no tears came out. Instead I just kept laughing.. “It hurts hahahaha” and stuff like that, and the doctor said I’m such a nice kid ㅡㅡ.. He kept making me talk... I was dying from the pain, where was I supposed to have the energy to answer.. He should have just focused a bit more on the surgery.. Someone said they got scolded for talking too much... but this person... wouldn’t leave me alone ㅠㅠ kept talking to me ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ How am I supposed to talk when my mouth is being pressed down? He kept making me talk... seriously.... He should have focused on the surgery and just done the line well ㅋㅋ In the middle of the surgery, the doctor who had just finished the surgery next door came over to visit, looked at my eyes, and left ㅡㅡ;; What is this ㅋㅋ it felt like a spectator event ㅠㅠ I thought for a moment that someone else was going to take over the operation. I’d heard that with sedative anesthesia, the doctor is there and then some other person, like an intern, comes in and does it!! I was completely on edge ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Anyway, then it ended.. As the anesthesia wore off.. it hurt and I could feel it when they stitched it at the end!! They should have done the anesthesia properly ㅠㅠ ah seriously, I was so resentful.. But don’t they usually give you ointment or something? Here I see people posting photos after applying ointment and stuff.. They only gave me two meds... I just took those ㅡㅡ;; and came home... It hurt earlier, but thanks to the medicine, I’m a bit better now.. And there’s blood all over the line... not on the right, only on the left. So it’s all over the bandage... is that normal? During the surgery, the doctor suddenly said, “Ah, what is that” What do you mean what is it. It made me so anxious. If the doctor says that ㅠㅠ but from what I’ve seen in posts here, they say that happens if they touch a blood vessel?? It looked like blood was pouring out like crazy. Even after the surgery, when I checked, that’s what happened too.. While doing the left eye.. Blood was gushing from the left eye.. I’m not messed up, right??ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ Ah.. damn.. it hurts so much ㅠㅠㅠㅠ