I had nose surgery today (male^^)

I also visited a four-dimensional world, and while I couldn’t feel anything at all, I heard all the sounds of my nose and ear being cut, the sound of bone being ground... I think the surgery took about 1 hour and 20 minutes.. Women are really amazing. Seriously.. Even with sedation anesthesia, it was this hard, so with local anesthesia, ah~ From now on, I think I’ll really look at women who casually get their noses raised and double eyelids done as amazing... As the sedation anesthesia gradually took effect, it felt like I had been to an extremely confusing world....... I thought about an old ex, thought about my parents, and anyway, I tried not to lose consciousness, but I couldn’t... I also felt nauseous, and anyway.. it felt like motion sickness... I think the sedation anesthesia lasted about 20~30 minutes.... It was a bit hard... Of course, I’m a man and I’m thirty, and still a healthy young man, but it was still a bit hard..... Since I’m a man, it would have been better if I could have just lived as I was..... But when I was young, I got injured, and because of that my nasal bone kept bending more and more over time, leaving me with a complex, so I had no choice.... Anyway.. it was so hard, I mean, it felt a bit different from pain. While I was enduring those difficult moments alone, clenching my fist tightly, from somewhere, a very warm hand held my hand.... The emotion I felt then.. really... sigh............ Someone who hasn’t experienced this really wouldn’t know.. Whoever that young woman was.. when I think of her even now, my eyes still well up... Because as a man, I couldn’t say it hurt, couldn’t say I was scared, and was trying to get through it alone. Maybe she felt sorry for me trembling... anyway.. Even as I write this.. I’m so grateful I feel like tears are coming.. I want to take this opportunity to sincerely thank her.... Still, because of that hand, it gave me a lot of strength while I was enduring it alone... They told me to come the day after tomorrow, so I’ll ask then who she was...... More than whether the surgical result is good or whether the surgery went well, what I’m most curious about is who held my hand... Because I must repay her...