It’s been 7 hours since surgery.. hahaha

It’s been 7 hours since I had surgery and came home.. lol I was really nervous at first, but now that it’s done, I feel somewhat relieved.. lol I got on the operating table, the nurses gave me injections, and at first the anesthetic injection in my ear stung a little, but after that it didn’t hurt... But they said it was sleep anesthesia, and I don’t know if that’s just how it is or if I woke up, but I woke up in the middle and heard a scraping sound, so I got a bit shaky too... haha The nurse said something like I should stay asleep for the most important 10 minutes or whatever.. lol Well, once I was anesthetized I was dazed, so I didn’t really think about much...^^;; After the surgery, my nose kept bleeding, which was awkward... It cost me some money, but I flew home by taxi.. I have to do a cold compress, but the compress keeps getting caught on my nose, so it’s annoying... I want to avoid touching my nose as much as possible... lol And the hardest thing is, I’m a heavy smoker, so trying to quit smoking is killing me.. They said absolutely no drinking or smoking for 3 weeks... I’m already having withdrawal symptoms... lol Anyway, I decided to do this with the mindset of being reborn.. haha I should quit smoking while I’m at it.. They say cigarettes will soon go up to 5,000 won... They told me to come again tomorrow for treatment, but when am I going to get all the way to Apgujeong wearing a mask.. It’s embarrassing.. lol Anyway, I have no regrets... If doing this gives me a bit more confidence in myself, then it’s a success.. lol Anyway, I hope other members also have courage and give it a try... In my case too, I was afraid of what people around me would think, but I just honestly told my close friends that I was doing it... It’s not like I won’t see them later, and if they see me, it’s not like they won’t notice... If they can’t understand that, they aren’t true friends. Isn’t that right?? hahahaha Whew.. It’s gotten very late.. I’ll upload photos soon once the swelling goes down...^^:;; Then I hope everyone has a good night...