Thinking about revision surgery

Sigh. I've already had surgery twice, At first, only the bridge was too high and it looked awkward, so I had revision surgery at the same hospital before 5 months had even passed, because I wanted to make it as low as possible, but now, 1 year and 3 months later, I'm thinking about revision surgery again, sob sob. People around me also say nothing looks different. Even though I lowered it, my skin is so thin that the silicone edge? That angle shows, so very occasionally if someone recognizes it (and even the people who recognize it can't tell whether I had it done because it's so low, so they ask;) I think, I'd rather have just had it done beautifully than have people recognize it My nose is too low and round, and I feel like none of the parts that could have been improved were improved at all (bridge 0.5, tip 1 higher, with alloderm) so revision surgery thoughts keep piling up and I can't stop thinking about it for months. If it were up to my heart, I'd really want to do it at ㅇㅇㅎ, but if I do it this time, I only want to raise it by a certain amount and improve it to a certain extent, and since this would already be the third surgery, I'm also hesitant, worried that if I keep having nose surgery like this, I might ruin it. And if I do it and there is a problem a few years later, then I'd be on the path to a fourth surgery... just thinking about that makes me want to die But I also really want to do it because I want to look prettier again I'm posting because I'm so frustrated and want to hear what you all think~ Has anyone had multiple revision nose surgeries and gotten better?